having to go on with this hurt seems a bit too much for me to handle.
wonder what would happen to me and my family if i were to just give up.
crying doesnt help one bit.
i realise this the first time i understood what was happening in my family.
all he does is betray mum.
all he did was to hurt us.
never once,have he ever done something that made mum happy.
i understand now.
love between mum and dad
it will never work out.
now is the time to forget.
its time to move one.
without him.