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I Wish,I wish with all my heart,
For you to hear my very thought.
Wishes for you to love my very being.
And be with me through this eternity.
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By yuukineko, shot with W910i at 2008-10-28
i'm15 going 16
next 13 nov.
Goes by the name of simin.
Ppl call me Yuuki
or Yuukineko.
Goes to CBSS. cosplays Loves Jubeat and Nx Pump It Up~
is anti-social
Hates being around people
unless is close close friends
Doesnt feel like being happy at all
****** *** **** *******
If you have to,which i hope you dont have to. tan_simin2004@hotmail.com
Current groups
Kuroshitsuji team 2010 Vampire knight team 2009 Air gear team 2009 Upcomings~
Junjou romantica photoshoot Vampire knight photoshoot Air gear [ringo-akito/agito] photoshoot Air gear [kaito-akito/agito] photoshoot Planning~
Loveless photoshoot
Kuroshitsuji Photoshoot
Junjou romantica group 2010
Shugo chara team 2010
~Hates~
#flirts
#act act ppls
#liars
#cheaters
#ppl hu make use of others
#backstabbers
#some certain ppls E.g ki tat.
[If You know him,please tell him i hate him.thanks^_^]
~Wishes~
~~To Be A Vampire!
~~Love
~~kisses and hugs...
~~yuuki cross costume..
~~rukia costume...
~~Rukia's real zanpakto!!
~~Agito/Akito wanijima costume,wig and skates
~~Ciel phantomhive dress version costume
~~Amu hinamori school uniform
~~misaki and shinobu wig
~~Lotsa money to buy my cosplay...
~~my whole family to understand me and listen to me...
~~a brand new computer!
~~Samsung F480
~~a new new me....
~~new knife blade
i hope you all on alex's blog sees this post. you know what. YOU ALL SHOULD STOP BLAMING EACH OTHER. i dont care if you blame me. its just one break up. why the hell msut you go round blmaing other ppl? if its personal,why wait till we broke up then go jisiao? why now? wth.ppl tell me you backstab ppl.i didnt want to belive cos i didnt exprienced. i dont want to side anyone.so i listen but dont belive. then i break up le. you talk to me.90% is backstabbing. now i am forced to understand that you DO backstab ppl. and what the hell.the irony. you tell me they backstab you.they tell me you backstab them then backstab here and there.will there be a end? cant you all just GROW UP AND GET A LIFE? its just a break up between me and him. why must you all find so much problem? you all are just being VERY IMMATURE AND CHILDISH. what the hell. what good do you get by backstabbing each other? lesser friends?more enemies? wth.=.= YOU GUYS ARE ALL PLAIN CHILDISH. how about you ALL blame me nia? ok? ALL BLAME ME HOR. SETTLE. problem solve. k? stupid childish peoples.=.=
WAHHHHH..OMG...today was teacher's day!! i had a performance with my class! happy 4e2!! WOOHOO~~~ i realise i no longer have stage fright le \^-^/ BWAHAHA..the performance was AWESOME.. 4e1 and 4e3 's dances were really really amazing!XD i want nobody nobody but you..... but my class rox more!XD cos we had Michael jacksonS..XD so awesome.XD i love 4e2 XD kyaaaa~~ i will love this class alot XD ANYWAYS.i saw Daniel,sam and guang yi today XD OMGWTHWTFOMFG. LOLS..when i saw sam i just toally got stunned. i didnt belive that he was actually there >.< wahh...then i just got so happy..i ran out and hugged him..>.< omg.then my tears started to flow..>.< ahhh...i really really missed him alot....seeing him made me so super happy....>.< ahhhh......KOR..!!! i missed you!!!!*hugs again* im gonna get back my two year's worth of convos !!!you hear me?!!! =D hahas.XD im happy today..XD HAPPIES~~ then after the celebration.i went to arcade+lan to play..saw the 4e3 guys there..>.< then i met rhyn,max,erm..the girl working at pan in the box and yk..ohoh! and kenneth!chicKEN =X then we play play play jubeat ripples..then i play my pump..play till like crazy like that..=.= then i went home le lor XD today was really boring..but i enjoyed myself..expecially eating with my korS XD
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Break ups.happens all the time.yet the one having ti initiate the break up.i wonder if all of them felt the same way i did.i doubt so.some may still love their partners.some dont. i doubt i still do.yet i feel hurt when i had to hurt him. maybe i just dont like to hurt people.but we really cant carry on.we werent meant to be together.even if you said that you dont know what you did wrong.somewhere inside,something would be nagging at you.you do know.just that you havent come to terms with it yet.if i were to tell you everything,its gonna hurt so bad.i hate to think that i have to hurt you more the necessary.it already pains me to have to do this.but we really cant carry on.im no good for you.im not your average girl.you should know that.you may not realise,i remebered everythingyou ever said to me.promises,loves,hates,wants,dislikes.everything.i put alot of trust and hope in you.i had faith in you.yet you broke promises.it may be insignificant to you.but it meant alot to me.time and again,i thought to myself that it would be ok.i just need to trust you more.yet time and again,my hope just gets dashed.things you told me,maybe you dont realise,i remebered.i tried to be how you would want me to be.but that just resulted in me acting in front of you.whenever i tried to be myself.you force me to act.time and again.with no one to tell things to since you didnt want me to tell,its like a time bomb waiting to explode. im sorry if ive hurt you.i didnt meant to.all this may be crap to you.but ive wanted to say all this but i couldnt.i didnt want us to end the way it did.but i really had no choice.im sorry.hate me all you want.i wish you would.just hate me.it would make me feel better.im sorry. but please.i beg you on this.dont blame any other people but me.blame no one but me.please.stop adding on to my pain.its enough that i had to hurt you.dont make me guilty that ive caused trouble for everyone.please.hate no one but me.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
cruel bastards. what the fuck did they do all this crap for. damn them. fuck this.its seriously too much...what the hell.im at a lost for words.what they did.is really beyond...its worse then anything i have ever seen.this is plain wrong and sick.
Sunday, August 09, 2009
what the fck do you wan me to do? you are my mum.yet i cant evevn be myself in front of you. why the hell must you remind me of him? i have almost completely forgotten him.yet you must remind me. when you do.it hurts a hell lot worse then before. and all i did was kept quiet and you said im showing you attitude. then what the fck do you wan me to do? scream at you? cuss and swear at you? i cant possibly do that.the fcking family is already in bits and pieces. it hurts enuf to come home to a cold and unfeeling house.i dunwan to make it worse. so why the fck must you trigger anoother row? isnt it good that we can have a meal in peace once every blue moon? its not everyday i get to eat with the family. yet you ahve to make things worse by reminding me of things which i dunwan to know. wat do you get by doing that? wat do you get by hurting me? you blame it all on me. all i did was do my best to make sure what you said didnt affect me so much that i showed it. so i kept quiet. and you said its my fault that i was reminded of him. wat the fck. you are the one who reminded me of him. and it became my fault? what the hell. you jus fcking made me hurt so bad. damn you to the pits of hell.
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
you know something? you are a really retarded person._. even if you go round saying stuffs about me,it doesnt affect me at all. well at least unless i have group work... i like to be alone._. of coz sometimes i wan to talk..but i rather choose to be alone. and you telling stupid stuffs[ whatever they are.be it i stole YOUR bf.which is actually the opposite.i seduced my ex._.ewww.that is plain disgusting x.x.or whatever...=.=] to other ppl.printing my forum post to edit and show other ppl.it has seriously nothing to do with me.=.= it doesnt affect my grades like how you flirting about with other ppl does. you know,you have a bf..yet ppl see you outside with holding hands with another guy._. and you kissed my ex when i was on holiday._. and lied to me saying you didnt. smsing my ex saying that im the obstacle between you two.WTF? but hell..im glad you did that.XD thanks for being there to break us up!^-^ i SWEAR i am grateful to you for that.really and truly. anyways...talking to my frens and muttering 'slut' under your breath at me seriously just does nothing but amuse me.really. i walk past you and you stareeeeeee at me like im your nemesis ..all that does is just make you look stupid retarded and not to mention you look like you arehaving a stroke._. you seriously should stop doing that.you'll get old faster.and i really have to admit that you are really pretty. and i really duno why you still bear a grudge against me.shouldnt it be me who hates you? since you were the one who stole my ex? LOLS..seriously..how does your brain works? oh and printing out forum post with no name whatsoever has no use since your name or any other ppl's names are NOT inside.=.= seriously.get better evidence of me flaming you and backstabbing you.=.= lols. you seriously just amuses me alot._. no joke.