i wonder what to do now.
dont feel like cosplaying tmr...
i tried my akito costume..and i think im damn not fit la..T.T
suddenly dont feel like cosplay tmr...>.<
haiz..and now i dont know what to do about my life too...
i screwed my results.
i screwed my relationship.
seriously...i hate myself right now.
i just put on a happy act for everyone.
i really feel hurt and lonely inside.
how i wish i could embrace you again.
how i wish i could hold you and call you mine again.
how i wish to hug you and never let go.
i wonder if you would allow me to again.
if you were to turn up tmr..
then that would be the final day for me to clear up everything.
my pathetic existence.
its really not worth living.
i wonder if anyone saw through my act.
i doubt so.
even my best friend couldnt.
i doubt anyone elso can.
i should just put an end to this hurt and pain.
how i wish to embrace you again.