i spent a good two hours in the arcade alone sia..=.=
just because rhyn doesnt want me to go along to play with him...argh..
i had my revenge..at least ....
in that two hours....
got people ask me for num..got people i know but i dont wish to know..
got school mates..and most of all..got alot of loneliness..T.T
in that 2 hours..i was thinking about me and someone else..
then after that two hours with all the stupidity..especially they guys who ask for my number..they are freaking retards....
i realise i still love him alot....
and i really dont want to let go of this.
i really love him.
im not sure if this emo time of mine hurt him.
but i need to apologise to him.
because i didnt trust him.
etc. etc.
shall not say too much....
i still want him more then ever.