i seriously dont know anymore...
i dont get what you want anymore too.
do you still want me?
or are you sick of me already?
i dont understand you...
could you please tell me everything.
i want to know.
it is seriously very scary to walk with you this way.
without knowing anything at all.
its like walking in a place filled with bombs and not knowing when you will get killed by it.
i really cant take it.
but just like that path i'm walking,i cant find the courage to turn around
or choose another path.
i want to walk the path that you are on.
but it is scary and hurts alot to walk it.
i really really want to be the one who talks to you.
but i cant find the courage to.
i cant find the courage to tell you what im thinking.
because i dont want you to get hurt or what by my words.
so i kept to myself.
and instead,its hurting even more.
shit.
i am really lost.