how i wish,
to tell you this.
'my dearest,could i be selfish just this once,
and ask you to be mine and only mine for once.
just once.'
how i wish,i could be selfish.
right now,i cant.not over you.
i always give in.i cant hold my own.
whenever i want to meet you.you wont come to find me.
but i told myself you are just busy.
its not that you dont want to see me.
but you dont know how much i wish i could grab hold of you.
and not let you go.
i want to have you all to myself.
even if it is just for a day.
i want to be myself in front of you.
i want you to tell me about yourself too
cant i be selfish for this once,and have you to myself for a day?
its been so long since i last saw you.
i hate the distance.
how i wish i can be selfish over you.
i want you to myself.