Fuck it.
just because i came home late...
my dad HAD to fight with the whole damn family.
he HAD to blame my mum.
HAD to quarrel with the whole family.
had to make everyone so damn pissed at each other.
hey,what the fuck?
arent you supposed to be the one who holds up the family when its on the verge of breaking?
dont give the excuse that its all because of me and mum that you cant quit smoking.
its because of YOURSELF
you get all fucking pissed off at nothing because you cant quit smoking.but why the fuck must you take it out on the family???
and i come home late every once in a while and you dont say anything at all.
why must you say something now??
you know why??
because you are fucking drunk.
it [isses me off to see you drinking.
you say you are pissed at mm for coming home late.at me as well.
but what about you?
you go drinking,go pub go singing with girls from the pub.
you come home in the most unearthly hour and you start fighting with all of us.
you start blaming us.but have you thought about yourself?
you can come home so late but i cant? mum cant??!
what kinda fucking reasoning is that?
hey,stop blaming others.
blame yourself,dad.
i dont even like my own family.
you dont even know how much i hate you all.
i tolerate all this because i know i cant live outside on my own.
if i can,i would have left a long time ago.
i dont want to put up with all this shit.
damn,you dont know how much i want to say FUCK OFF.