maybe, i've considered this.
maybe, i should stop caring.
leave all my feeling behind.
keep only hatred.
maybe hatred willl be a better friend to me.
maybe,
i shouldnt play a game of life.
i should play a game of chess.
a game where feelings arent needed.
where everything is used as a stepping stone forward.
no feelings are spared.
the player's own feeling are thrown aside.
with only wits and hatred left.
wits to play the game and decide life.
hatred to push aside all feelings and step on whoever was pushed down.
Checkmate
i guess i hear this all the time.
i didnt understand it.
maybe,its just a way of saying'ive won'
but ,the truth is,it meant 'i've gotten to the end.i've let go of all my feelings,i've stepped on and made use of everyone.now im at the top.alone.i've won'
the game of life,its fun.
with all the colour.
unlike chess,black white,dull
life,rainbow,exciting.
the game of life.
you reach the end
and you have won.
with a car, a lover and children.
and of course,with all this, you get feelings.
on the way,
fate plays you a hand.
'you friends betrayed you'
'lose a turn because everyone left you out'
and your heart gets carved.
isnt chess better?
throw aside all feelings,
plot the next move.
and step over everyone.
in the effort to reach the top.
nothing can stop you.
no fate will tell you
'knight gets shattered;friends backstabbed'
'checkemate;you got betrayed'
isnt it much better?
chess,
the game of life,
all this are just games,
but to me,
they make up Me.
two roads.
the one i choose,
it'll affect who i will choose to be.
which should i choose?
my decision?
or yours?
