i reali duno how m i to trust any1 whom i m willing to love wit my heart n soul.
its all bcos of u!i made me so terrified to love some1!u!flirt! the 1st time i met u.u took my 1st kiss alrady! i dun even noe wat happen! i used tob one hu tinks tt relationships r sweet n loving!u made me tink,tt relationships consist of kissing n such all the time!now tt i look bac u r jus using me as a toy!u r jus plain despo for something to kiss n play round wit! arent u?!
i reali regret nt listen to my kors n evrybody else tt time.seriously. i find myself so dumb.i shuld hav jus listen to them n kicked u in the balls.im jus plain retarded n idoitic nver to hav done tt!
damn it! im such an ass!
evrytime i go out wit u,u HAD TO KISS ME AT EVRY ISOLATED PLACE THER IS.y the hell did i let u?cos u were my 1st bf n frm u i tot tt tts how a relationship is supposed to be.i learnt all tis frm u.u asshole!evrytime we go out,i felt so rpoud tt i had u.then u wil b ther,turning round looking at gals.n saying out loud tt they damn chio,shuld jus break up n go wit them instead.wth!i shuld hav jus let u!y did i even hold on!i dun gt it!
argh!c ur fone..all the i miss u smses.tt werent meant for me.then i come bac frm overcs.u call n say i kiss ur fren 3 times.then strts goin out wit her.n i aint allowed to go along.wth.i shuld hav fcking given up!
yyy did i tolerate all tis!i let u go out wit tt gal! i nver uttered a word to u!i vented it all out somewher !but i noe it wil nt gt to u!i dun gt y im such a bad gf tt u hav to say n do such horrible things to me!its nt lyk i flirt wit other guys while u were somewher else rite?i nver call n say tt i kissed another guy!wth did u do all tis to me?!
i jus dun gt it.i dunwan feel tis way.the impression left on me,i dun wan it.a relationship isnt supposed to b lyk tt.i wana b able to tell evry single doubt n fear to the one i love.nt to hide it all,tinking tt it wil b btr.i wana change the mind of mine of the fact tt a relationship consisit of lots of kisses n such.kisses r gd.but nt the way u wuld had delivered them.u jus wanted a play thing.n u gt ur wish.i hope u r happy.bcoz in xchange for ur happiness,i lost my heart.