Thursday, February 28, 2008
i hav so many unasked question.there is so many things i wanna noe.y ppl hate me.y ppl dun tok to me.y they ignore me.it feels like a knife just pierced through me everytime i tink bout it.wen ppl ignore me...i feel like i'm inferior,worthless,nt meant to be in tis world.a nobody tt ppl dun care about at all.they asked me to change,i tried.i tried real hard..i noe sometimes,the real real me gets out but the me is gone.tis me u see is jus a dummy.feelingless.empty.since u dun give me a chance to really change..i wont disappoint u..i changed,but tis new change will bring me nth but more loneliness ...but..mayb..i will be even better off tt way...
Sunday, February 24, 2008
ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!sobssobssobssobssobssobs!!!!!i missed jj's live show!!damn it!!!ahh!!!!sobssobssobssobssobssobssobssobs!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..i hav to buy the album!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!crycrycried all nite!!!!!!!
Saturday, February 23, 2008
hiaz.rumours,rumors ..y u all like rumors soo much????u noe u like tt u will make get alot ppl into trouble one!stupid idiots.....ahhh!!!!!!i hate all of u !!!!
seriously,i dun care..by the way...juz to tell u...hiaz...u noe bcoz of u rite,i hav to quarrel with my family?anyways,i dunwan to say more..ltr got ppl tok somemore...hiaz..i nver state name or anything..dun come look for me..tis is MY PERSONAL DIARY,so i can say watever i wan here...even if u dun like it..its nt my problem...tis effing world is effing sucky....so is my effing life...
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
harlows everyone!!!feeling very high todae...>.<
haha...anyways juz wanna say tt i noe uiies hate me so juz leave me alone..k?dun tok to me is better then trying to act....haha...u shul visit stomp.cool site ...
the last two messages are soo very true...hey..take the time to read it!!haha....bored....hiaz..i hate my cousins!!!stupid idoits!!!big one wan compete with me wan be better then me....idoit..other small one getting on my nerves...stupid moron...ahh!!!hatehatehate!!!!
Monday, February 11, 2008
tis is damn cool..
When you catch a girl
glancing at you,
she wants you to look
back and {{smile}} =)
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When a girl bumps into your arm
while walking with you
she wants
you to hold her hand
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When she wants a hug
she will just stand there
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When you break a girls heart
she still feels it when
you run into each other 3 years later
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When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through
her
mind
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When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply
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When a girl looks at you with eyes
full of
questions,
she is wondering *how long you will be
around*
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When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after
a
few seconds,
she is {{NOT}} at all fine
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When a girl stares at you,
SHE IS WONDERING WHY YOU ARE PLAYING
GAMES.
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When a girl lays her head on your
chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers
FOREVER
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When a girl says she can't live
without you,
she has made up her mind that YOU are
her future
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When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more
than that
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When a girl is mean to you after a
break-up
she wants you back, but shes
scared she'll get hurt and knows
you're gone forever
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Guy Facts:
When a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you
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When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you.
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When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong
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When a guy says, "I'm fine." after a
few
minutes
he means it
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When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and
wonders if you do
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When your laying your head on a guy's
chest,
he has the world
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When a guy calls/texts/comments you
everyday,
he is in love
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When a (good) guy tells you he loves
you,
he means it
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When a guy says he can't live without
you,
he's with you till your done
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When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have
ever missed him or anything else
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hey..i found tis on stomp..tis is soo cool and soo real...sooo very very very very real....
1.)
She seems to appear around you or in front of you “coincidentally” a lot. She wants you to notice her. [You bumped into her at your favorite Starbucks three days in a row. Or “Didn’t I just see her down the hallway a minute ago? Why do I see her in the library now, again?”]
2.)
She makes herself available to you most of the time. [She gives you her number, and she always answers your calls. She also sounds happy, if not thrilled, to hear from you.]
3.)
She listens attentively when she’s in a conversation with you, and she remembers everything you said. [Everything means from tiny things, like your favorite drink and favorite color, to BIG things, like your favorite sports team and political views.]
4.)
She doesn’t seem quite herself when she’s around you - can’t relax and self-conscious. [She’s worried about her hair, her make up, her dress, the way she sits, and etc. If she’s usually talkative, she may be quiet and shy around you.]
5.)
Does she find an excuse or ask you a trivia question just to talk to you? [”Do you know where I can buy that book/pen/CD/candy bar/coffee mug (could be anything…)?”]
6.)
She rarely answers your questions with a Yes or No, because she wants you to know her deep and well. She will intentionally but casually disclose personal information that she wants you to know or drops “subtle” hints that she’s interested in going out with you. [When you ask her if she likes sushi, she replies, “Oh, salmon rolls are my favorites! Did you know that there’s a new Japanese restaurant in town?”]
7.)
Her jealousy glands kick in when you talk to other girls or when you mention about your ex girlfriends/wives. [Does she change the topic abruptly when you mention about your ex girlfriend?]
8.)
She flirts with you and doesn’t mind friendly, gentle touches (a touch on the shoulder, hand or arm, or a brief hug). Most girls value their “personal space.” If she doesn’t like you, she would not let you intrude “her space.” However, if she doesn’t mind when you sit close to her or your friendly touches, that’s a good sign.
9.)
She seems curious about your relationship or marriage status. This one is self-explanatory. [She asks your buddies if you have a girlfriend. She checks your ring finger for a wedding band. She asks if you are seeing anyone. Or she simply wants to know what you are doing on a Saturday night.]
10.)
She does nice little things for you to make you happy. She is genuinely interested in the things you do and cares about your feelings and moods. Why? Because your emotions affect her.
Many men often lament, “Why are women so difficult to read?” “Why are they so confusing?” “Why do they send mixed signals?” “Why can’t they just say things directly?”
Well, I’m totally with you, guys. Women are confusing and complicated, very much indeed. However, we, women, can’t figure out you guys either. Which is precisely why I had stopped trying to understand the Martians and decipher their secret codes and hidden messages since long, long time ago. It does make the analytical process a lot easier and less complicated, because there simply isn’t one. The theory I have adopted:
If he/ she likes you, he/she’ll care enough to tell you (one day…). If he/she doesn’t, you have got nothing to lose to begin with (means you aren’t that important to him or her anyways). If you really want to know and you are getting impatient,
the easiest way is: ask him/her now. Be brave.
